Gettin the "Low's" again....

Started talking to someone again....only to get stood up. That blows. Thought my self confidence was on point but these last couple days I've just felt like crap. Real low. Real depressed. Well, not REAL depressed, but for me it's slightly depressing. I just want someone to hold again. I hate being alone. I've had a few online "relationships" as in great conversation and connection with people, but they are all too far. I just wish there was someone who thought the same way I did, felt the same things I feel and is as responsible/irresponsible as me. I just want to stop feeling like crap... I wanna feel loved again. That's pretty pathetic but it's truly how I feel. 

Which is depressing and lame as fuck. I'm a 26 y/o man. I shouldn't have this bitchy feeling. I need to sack up and get over my ex and move the fuck on. I need to put my time in other things. I just hate seeing everyone else in a relationship. I fuckin hate it...

When I get busy at work it helps keep my mind off of things, but it always comes back. I keep telling myself that Time Heals All, but it's taking too fucking long. I'm getting angry and upset about it. It's rediculous... I just don't want this feeling anymore...maybe tomorrow will be better. Maybe I'm just tired...

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